WHAT IS CONSCIOUSNESS {PART 2}

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In part one I went over some  of the madness I see in this so-called conscious community.  The shit is turning into religious constructs,  even to the point where we have so-called holy men and women who have the bat phone to the Supreme Being {whoever the fuck that is.}  I want to emphasize that whatever experience that I may describe or anyone describes to you will always come from your mind!  Where else could the shit come from but your OWN mind?  I hear dumb shit about a blood moon and the planets lining up and to expect strange experiences,  its ALL in your head.  All is mind, all is mind,  all is mind,  a goddamn planet will NOT make you more spiritual,  its fucking crazy that I have to even mention that.

Back to that definition of Consciousness,  though very general it is the foundation.  To be aware of and respond to one’s surroundings.  Are you AWARE of who you are and where you are?  Are you AWARE of the time and space you are currently living in?  Are you CONSCIOUS of this?  Look at the condition of African people here in the wilderness of North America and throughout the diaspora,  ANYWHERE and I do mean anywhere where we are in proximity to the European,  even on the African continent though we may be there in mass,  what is the condition of the mind and consciousness of African people?  If anyone says we are all the same,  please get the fuck off my blog.  You are either a liar of you are being disingenuous,  but you are NOT ignorant of the disparity between the two.

I am not going to labor you with the disparities because we ALL know them,  but out of mental and spiritual SELF PRESEVATION,  we have conjured up this belief in something OUTSIDE OF SELF.  For some of us we have to believe in something outside of self because life on earth has become a living hell,  so it has to be something UP THERE that is better than here.  Unfortunately African spirituality is turning into that same direction.  I have heard individuals that I admire for their knowledge say “Lets leave here,  and join the spirit world”,  “Earth is the lower vibration and once you leave this physical form,  there is a  spiritual world that is MUCH BETTER”.  How the fuck does ANYONE know this?  And what is the difference from this jargon shit and what the religious madness preach?  Not a goddamn thing!  YES I believe in a spirit world,  but its ALL MENTAL!  My mind makes it real,  I don’t have any empirical evidence of such world,  so my MIND has to make it real,  but I am CONSCIOUS of what the fuck I am doing!

So in this so-called conscious community,  when some guru talks about in a definitive way about the after life, soul, spirit, and astral world please understand that is ALL bullshit,  no one knows a goddamn thing about what’s after death.  And if it was so damn good on the other side,  why don’t these negros pop themselves in the mouth or temple to get the shit over with so they can get to the place of euphoria?  No these negros love it here,  they love the attention they get here,  because if they didn’t they would leave this so-called low vibration spot called earth and go to the ultimate and highest form of vibration in the spirit world they talk so highly of.

Not me,  I am not leaving this earth pre-maturely to go to this so-called spirit world.  I’m not leaving this precious earth to the European SO THEY CAN enjoy all its beauty and splendor so I can go to SPACE.  I am going to stay here for as LONG as I can and do what the fuck my Ancestors told me to do,  and that is KNOW MY SELF,  so I can BE AWARE and RESPOND to my surroundings.  ASE’  ASE’  ASE’

RA FOR LIFE/MAAT FOR BALANCE

Power to the Goddamn People!

WHAT IS CONSCIOUSNESS {part one}

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The definition of Consciousness in  dictionary form is…”Aware of,  responding to one’s surroundings”.  Now of course this is a basic form of what consciousness means,  so I am going to go deeper and make it metaphysical in meaning.  I also am going to dedicate this particular blog to the ” so called conscious community” in the form of critique,  because some of what I see that is being spread in the name of being conscious,  is on some bullshit.  The conscious community is slowly turning into the goddamn Church!  Negro’s out here trying to show themselves as special and having some X-MEN type of skills that separates them from the masses of the people.

Like a goddamn Pastor,  they present themselves as close to the spirit world and you must come to them or their fucking class to get this esoteric wisdom.  Now of course some of us have studied our ancient wisdom longer than others,  but that don’t make that negro closer to the ancestors than you.  If you look at the great ones like Dr. Ben,  Dr. Clark,  Dr. Van Sertima,  they didn’t have no damn classes  that required you to pay in order for you to get the wisdom,  and they never presented themselves as being special apart from you.  I don’t denounce someone trying to be an entrepreneur,  just not the pimping on the backs of black people.

Back to the definition,  to be aware and respond to one’s surroundings. The definition is very vague and ambiguous,  to be aware of WHAT?  Our Ancestors gave us one instruction,  and only one….KNOW THY SELF!  This is what we have to be AWARE OF.  I listen to lectures and speakers of ALL kinds,  and hear the most outlandish shit just to convey how special they are.  ” Me and Michael Jackson speak all the time”.  I spoke to Mandela,  spaceships picking niggas up,  and the remarkable thing about all of it,  they can never reproduce the shit or perform it in front of someone.   Its the same religious shit when one says ‘God came to me or spoke to them”.  Its always alone when this so called goddamn conversation takes place.  So when someone from the “conscious community” says they spoke to a spirit,  been on a UFO,  been to other planets,  I suck my teeth to shit like that until you can put the shit in my hand,  get the fuck out my face!

Now, now, now I know what you’re about to say,  I have read some of your posts and you speak of the spirit world on many occasions,  so what about that negro?  True, true, true but let me clarify…..All that shit is mental!  Again and again and again and again,  the FIRST LAW of Djehuti is ALL IS MENTAL,  ALL IS MIND!  There are No Ancestors out there,  there are No Gods out there.  Whatever you see,  whatever you FEEL,  that shit is ALL MIND.  Now I had a DREAM I spoke to Malcolm on SEVERAL occasions,  and he gave me some PERSONAL instructions,  now did I REALLY speak to Malcolm,  or was the shit ALL in my mind?  I also had a conversation with Dr. Khallid,  but again the shit was all mental.  I am not trying to convince you that I am doing some shit that people do EVERYDAY.  This is the problem I have with those in the conscious community,  they are trying to convince you that they possess some ancient wisdom that you must come to them to PAY for.

You ever notice that these so called negro guru’s never have a conversation with Hitler or Jeffrey Dahmer,  its always someone they admire,  letting you know the shit is always subjective.  Why have they not spoken to Charlie Brown of Santa Claus?  Because your MIND makes it REAL,  and on some conscious level we pick and choose what’s REAL to us.  I was in the church for over 20 years,  and I have never caught the Holy Ghost…not ONE time,  now why is that?  Those that do CATCH the Holy Ghost [how the fuck do you catch a holy ghost} anyway,  they never catch his ass at the bank or at the grocery store…why?  Because your MIND makes the shit REAL while you are in a SAFE environment called CHURCH!  In part two I will go further into what is being conscious and what is the responsibility of those of us who SAY we are conscious and what that responsibility is to those who are still sleep.  ASE’  ASE’  ASE’

RA FOR LIFE/MAAT FOR BALANCE

Power to the Goddamn People!

THE SPIRIT WORLD AND THE UNSEEN {part 2}

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In part one I went over how dogma and religious indoctrination shape our mental projection of what we believe is a spirit.  The indoctrination has been so thorough that if I ask you right now to picture God,  it would be a white man with a grey beard.  Now who the fuck taught you that?  As children I expect our imagination to run wild about the spirit world,  but we should NOT be thinking the same damn way about the spirit world as adults as we did as children.  For me it has to be relative and it has to be AFRICAN.  You telling me about the spaceships and Martians don’t have shit to do with me as an African.   I am not denying the existence,  I am just saying the nigga never came to my house,  so lets chop it up over shit I can relate to in my life on this Earth.

So go read part one  so we can connect in this part two.  The Law of Correspondence,  As Above-  So Below,  as I said it has many meanings  but this subject is the Unseen and Spirit world so we will go in that direction.  If we all have a physical body,  then we must have a spiritual body also,  as above so below.  But we must elevate our thinking,  it cant be some little man that lives inside of us that floats out when we die,  the shit is childish.   I am the PHYSICAL embodiment in the contemporary time of an Ancient African woman.  I am talking the first human to walk, think and speak on planet earth was an African Woman,  I am not going into detail or argue with anyone on this archeological and historical fact,  you have no evidence of any other human older than her so lets move the fuck on.  So I am a physical representation of her,  within my DNA is her DNA,  and within my DNA is her soul, spirit, and her spiritual essence which is connected to my MIND!  So her ancient thoughts are within me,  and THIS IS THE UNSEEN AND SPIRIT WORLD!

This is the UNSEEN CONNECTED TO THE SEEN!  But if you looking in fucking space for your spirit,  you miss the damn connection you should be having.  So when I read about this mythological creature called Jesus saying “What I hear,  I speak”.  I know exactly what he is saying,  his physical brain which encompasses his mind,  is connected to the Unseen world,  but he doesn’t hear shit from outside of self,  it comes from within.  Now of course crazy ass fools hear voices all the time,  I cant speak on them,  only you can answer this question ” Is what I am hearing from the ancestors,  or am I just crazy as hell?”  Because if anyone who believes in an Abraham,  is crazy as fuck.  He heard God tell him to take his only son and stab him in the goddamn chest to prove to God that he loved him.  Really?  Really?  What kind of crazy, demented, insecure, bitch ass God are you serving that would make such a request?  But this is the Father of ALL 3 of the Western religions,  and religious people in all 3 will rationalize this crazy shit.

When the book says that the heavens opened up,  and Jesus heard the voice of God,  it is not talking about a literal beaming voice that everyone could hear.  Its speaking of the Mind connection with the Unseen world that’s coming from within.   The heavens opening up is an OPENED MIND that is unfettered by religious dogma and is capable of receiving higher wisdom.  So its OPENED AND CONNECTED to ancient wisdom that pre dates the contemporary body,  and depending on how conscious you are,  will depend on the VOLUME  of the voice.   ASE’ ASE’ ASE’

RA FOR LIFE/MAAT FOR BALANCE

Power to the Goddamn People!

SPIRIT WORLD AND THE UNSEEN {PART ONE}

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Now we all have heard of these concepts of the Spirit World and the Unseen,  However,  of course our minds have been polluted with the indoctrination of Religion.  So when this subject comes up,  we resort to what we BELIEVE from our religious dogma.  To be honest,  it lacks any evidence of HIGHER thinking but is rich in childish imagination.  I say that not to impugn the intelligence of someone’s belief,  but sometimes we just have to fucking THINK!  Here are the nominees….Something that LOOKS like a BODY,  but is transparent.  It lives INSIDE you but it doesn’t come out UNTIL YOU DIE.  You have never seen it,  but its SHAPED like a body.  When it comes to the spirit world,  these are our thoughts that we believe with no hesitation.  I mean if you re-read them,  they sound like a goddamn Batman/Riddler riddle that you have to figure out.

If I am to be honest,  my thesis is not founded on EMPERICAL evidence either,  but my thesis is ALWAYS rooted in the Ancestors {Who DID exist at one time} and is always rooted in the viability and integrity of the SELF.  There is NOTHING out there in space but SPACE that has any viability for you as an African.  Let me say that again,  there is NOTHING out there in fucking space that is RELATIVE to you as an African!  I know there are  the stars that represent Ausar,  and the 3 stars that represent the 3 Great pyramids,  and Sirius A/B that the Dogon tribe speak of.  There is nothing wrong with studying the constellations,  ALL the ancients did it,  but you live HERE on earth and this is where your black ass is going to die at.

Lets just entertain the bullshit for a moment,  even if there were a Billion planets out there that could sustain life,  you are NOT going there ever!  So who gives a fuck about a Martian or a pyramid on Mars or the moon.  This is where you will live and die,  so make your spiritual system RELATIVE to WHO, WHAT AND WHERE YOU LIVE!  I know some of you have heard we are ALL Space dust from billions of years ago and everything is ONE.  Don’t that shit sound cool?  Now what can you do with that bullshit?  How did that knowledge raise your consciousness as an African that lives on a planet dominated by European thought?  Your spirituality has to DEAL with the world you are born in,  and you telling me about some fucking space dust is not going to do it.

So back to the subject of the Spirit and Unseen World,  so when your so-called holy books speak of God,  your elementary MIND goes straight to a WHITE MAN with a GREY beard,  now as an African we can just STOP right there,  but let us progress,  so he is a SPIRIT but he has a GREY beard?  And lets not forget the WHITE robe,  now I have said on many occasions,  what the fuck does a spirit need with a robe?  Anyway back to the beard,  if it is grey that means he is getting OLDER,  and if he is getting OLDER then he will EVENTUALLY DIE,  that is the natural progression.  Now you cant have the shit both ways,  he is OLD with a grey beard but he never dies,  make up your damn mind.  I just want us to THINK when it comes to our religious indoctrination and not be so credulous out of so called piety.

So my thesis of African spirituality  is rooted in our ancient African ancestors.  In ancient Kemet one of the Laws of the God Dejuhti was the Law of Correspondence.  As Above,  So Below.  It has many meanings on many levels,  so lets go in this direction,  if you have a Physical Body then it has to be CONNECTED to a Spiritual Body,  or an INVISABLE Body….As Above So Below.  But its NOT something in the sky or OUTSIDE of the SELF,  its YOU!  Its ALWAYS been YOU.  When I say SPIRITUAL BODY,  that actually is a misnomer which I will break down in part two.  But rest assure it is not a Body that is transparent or lives in you like a little man,  but it is CONNECTED to the Physical and resides in the SELF.  We will make the Spiritual Unseen connection in part two/  ASE’  ASE’  ASE’

RA FOR LIFE/MAAT FOR BALANCE

Power to the Goddamn People!

EGO AND THE HEART CHAKRA

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The Ego prevents the Human Being from reaching higher forms of mental vibration.  The Heart Chakra is a HIGH spiritual vibration,  but there is no way to reach such a level if you are dominated by the ego.  Let me first say we ALL have an ego,  its impossible not to have one.  It is formed as a PROTECTIVE MEASURE when we feel there may be the “potential” we may get hurt by someone who has an influence over us.  It comes out of the law of SELF PRESERVATION,  but on a low and animal level.

When we believe someone has power or influence over us,  our ego says “I am protected,  you cant hurt me”.  Its always false and its never the REAL YOU.  However,  we pawn it off as if this is the real representative of who we are.  Rich people who have become in debt,  produce an ego.  Pretty women who are really insecure about themselves,  produce an ego.  Men with big mouths or like to show off in the gym,  produce an ego to HIDE their own insecurities.  Its a false sense of SELF trying to desperately portray to the world that THIS is who I really am.

This is ALL dominated by the Lower Self and due to this one cant elevate the SELF to higher vibrations.  This is why in Ancient Kemet when one died they threw away the BRAIN but kept the HEART!  They didn’t give a fuck how smart you were,  because that can be demented by the Ego.  The Ancient African wanted to know what was the CONDITION OF YOUR HEART.  So when you see pictures of Jesus [who was a MYTH] but to make my point,  when you see pictures of Jesus,  some show an EXPOSED Heart and a halo around his head.  On a metaphysical level,  this is a very powerful picture on many levels.  In one sense it says “I am a FULLY ILLUMINATED Human and my Heart is FULLY FUNCTIONAL on a SPIRITUAL LEVEL”.

Showing the Heart has nothing to do with a physical heart beat,  it means when you are in my PRESENCE you FEEL my Heart rhythm and Energy.  It also means if my Heart Chakra is vibrating then my Throat Chakra is activated,  because when I speak IT CUTS into the fog of your Mental.  My Pineal Gland is resonating,  because when you see me smile you see LIGHT emanating from me.  Look at a picture of Malcolm smiling,  and tell me you don’t see LIGHT emanating from the Ancestor.

There is nothing wrong with an Ego,  we ALL have one,  but to be AWARE that we have one and when it does start to awaken in us, that we are cognizant of it.  That we are aware it is a FALSE perception of the SELF,  so we don’t let it dominate the spiritual psyche.  I am being repetitive with the word AWARE because many of us are UNAWARE or ignorant we are doing this because our EGO BECOMES THE REAL BEING.  I have said many times….. THE MIND MAKES IT REAL!

So when this happens,  our spiritual SELF,  STAYS on a Low vibrational level and this becomes the NORM and anything outside of this norm becomes a struggle and this is where our Spirit now resides.  Do not let the Ego dominate the SELF,  you can use it when its appropriate,  then put it away when it is not needed and RAISE that vibration to the Heart Chakra……and Beyond.

RA FOR LIFE/MAAT FOR BALANCE

Power to the Goddamn People!

THE HEAVEN CONCEPT {The other side, part 2}

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Now as I always say when I have two series,  to go back and read part one so you can understand my mental constructs and how I am coming to certain conclusions as we tie up things in part two.  Our Heaven concept had to come from some origin,  and that ORIGIN had to be wrapped in “Mythology”.  Why do I say that?  Because heaven is just a CONCEPT,  that’s  ALL it is,  and a concept is just an IDEA of what it is or COULD BE.  So since its just and idea with NO PROOF it had to come from Mythology.  As I said in part one,  we are going to go past the SLAVE mind manipulation taught to African people to make them more DOCILE by giving them a doctrine about some shit in the SKY where you live with WHITE Jesus.  We are going to focus on the CONCEPT and its origin.  Unlike Religion,  in spirituality we ALL have to find our OWN WAY,  so if you disagree with my thesis I am totally fine with that,  if you agree then BUILD onto it with your own additions.

For me Mythology has to be the origin of the Heaven Concept,  However,  that concept came from our Dreams and based on our particular CULTURE,  we took our dreams and built a Wonderland where our love ones go after death,  but our Wonderland had to be BUILT around something that is FAMILIAR to what we do in our LIVING STATE [THIS PART IS SO CRITICAL}  So in Heaven or the Other Side there is a Mansion with singing and White Robes {why a spirit would need a robe I will never know} also streets of GOLD, all familiar shit we know of as living beings,  isn’t that interesting?  In Ancient Kemet they would put the Lungs, Heart, Intestines, Stomach in Canopic Jars because in the Next Life you would need them,  along with some riches,  but this was the CULTURE that was wrapped in the mythology.  I went to see a movie about Two Sharks that was terrorizing and killing a group of teenagers,  that same night I dreamt about Two large Spiders chasing me and terrorizing the community,  now was this dream a SIGN that was given to me and I should study what does two spiders represent in mythology “OR” was it my OWN MIND being subjectively stimulated by the movie I just saw?  No one fucking knows because EVERYTHING IS BELIEF!

If you notice in ALL DREAMS the deceased comes back in the LIKENESS THAT YOU LAST REMEMBERED THEM,  now isn’t that interesting.  This is the LAST PICTURE you have in your MIND of them.  So it is in religion,  when one BELIEVES after their death they will see Grandma or a Spouse,  they are NOT looking for grandma when she was a BABY.  If they died at the age of 80,  they are NOT  looking for their spouse at the age of 15,  they are looking for an old wrinkled woman JUST LIKE THEM.  Why is your mind playing tricks on you like this?  This is ALL you know, and in Western Religion thru DREAMS we have BUILT a particular CULTURE that has been indoctrinated in us so thoroughly that OUR MINDS have made this REAL!  You believe that when you die and go to heaven,  your mind is FIXATED on your love one looking EXACTLY like the LAST TIME you saw them?  Now lets just ASSUME Heaven is real,  if I die at 90,  why the fuck would I want to be in that vessel for ETERNITY?  So when my loved ones get there they WANT  to see me at 90 years of age….Fuck that,  I want to be 25 or 30!  I am sure  that Elvis is ” NOW IN HEAVEN” {FOH}  he doesn’t want to be fat, bloated, smoked out Elvis,  he wants to be that one on the goddamn postage stamp.

But look at the Mythology here in the Western World,  not only are you looking for something that you are FAMILIAR with,  grandma, spouse, children but you are also looking for someone to be TRANSPARENT WITH WHITE ROBES.  If they are transparent,  why do they need a damn Robe?  Because this is the Mythology and the Culture that has been branded in your psyche to believe.  When you finally see Jesus,  you are ACTUALLY expecting to see this nigga with NAIL HOLES in his hand….I mean you are OUT OF YOUR FUCKING MINDS!  Your mind is dominated by nostalgia,  so Heaven CANT be just a bunch of damn LIGHT OR ENERGY,  no you want to SEE grandma,  and you say this in your language “One day I will SEE HER again”.  But this is your MIND subjectively doing this and this Western Culture feeds the shit.  When your love ones died,  did you see a BODY looking spirit come up out of them?  Then who the fuck told you that’s what they LOOK LIKE?  Movies, Books, Pastor and yes DREAMS!  But the only reason your dreams manufactured these images is because they were stimulated by what you SAW in the Culture,  and your MIND filled in the spaces.

So its all a CONCEPT,  that comes from MYTHOLOGY.  In Ancient Kemet the CONCEPT was AFTER DEATH,  your deeds while you LIVED was judged against the weight of an ostrich feather,  if your HEART was heavier than the feather your soul went to the abyss,  if it was Lighter it merged again with your Spirit and Ausar allowed you to enter into paradise and you needed your organs and wealth because it was a CONTINUATION of THIS LIFE,  but in a different realm,  its just a CONCEPT.  However,  the REAL wisdom in the mythology was to LIVE CLEAN while you LIVE,  make sure your HEART stays LIGHT from evil and wrong doing,  and any MESSAGE you get during your dreams,  parallel that with the CULTURE and let that be your guide.  ASE’  ASE’  ASE’

RA FOR LIFE/MAAT FOR BALANCE

Power to the goddamn People!

THE HEAVEN CONCEPT {The Other Side part 1]

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A lot of talk about the HEREAFTER,  but the very word indicates AFTER a certain EVENT.  After this monumental event,  eventually you still will be RIGHT HERE.  the believe in Reincarnation means you will CONTINUALLY be coming back to Earth,  life after life until you learn the lessons of the PREVIOUS life.  Now of course all this shit is purely hypothetical and speculation,  I don’t give a damn how deep these so called gurus talk,  how the hell can one prove someone comes back AGAIN AND AGAIN?  Now for me and I can only speak for me,  I have to use Metaphysics in my spirituality.  I practice Reincarnation EVERYDAY.  Some of my hero’s are Malcolm, Garvey, Harriet and Khallid.  So everyday I study their way of life or teachings and TRY and incorporate their MIND into mine and THIS is Reincarnation for me!  Not no SPOOKY SHIT about coming back from space and jumping into a baby’s SOUL or a goddamn butterfly and starting all over again……but that’s just ME.  Now let me be clear,  the Ancestors are not ABOVE criticism, when I try and incorporate the MIND and ESSENCE of my hero’s into my daily lifestyle,  their religious beliefs I totally reject.  I am interested in their courage, their strength against an enemy and their unrelenting force to see African people FREE!  That I want to Reincarnate.

But in religion and in Kemetic mythology,  you leave Earth and go to a DIFFERENT PLACE.  One has to understand that Modern Day religion comes from ancient Mythology,  this point has to be FULLY UNDERSTOOD to contemplate an Other Side.  When you don’t understand mythology and think about Heaven in a verbatim state of mind,  you become an astronaut and go into space like you are a Marvel superhero and your system of belief becomes very cartoonish.  So modern day religion says AFTER YOU DIE [very important} there is a place UP IN THE SKY that you will live pain free and age less.  Now if any of you have been following my posts you have heard me RANT on this madness many times so I am not going to labor this point.  We are going to go pass the OBVIOUS  mental manipulation to teach this THEORY to a SLAVE who hopes and prays for such a life after LIVING such a hellish one.  We are going to stay focused on the theory itself.  So since it came from mythology we cant take it verbatim and must look into the MYTHOLOGY for answers.  This belief had to come from our DREAMS!  In ancient times when a loved one died,  I am sure our DREAMS were more vivid and we RELIED on dreams more than we do now.  I am sure we dreamt our love one came to us and SPOKE to us from this dream.  From our CULTURAL IDENTITY,  we then CONSTRUCTED  A MYTHOLOGY from our dreams of a LIFE AFTER DEATH.  This shit is not hard to understand how the Mythology and the Culture made a nexus in our belief system,  but when the European came among the African,  they made the MYTH REAL and missed the MAGIK that’s resides in the Myth.

There is a STORY [Myth} of an ancient Egyptian Pharaoh who had a DREAM that his father who had recently died came to him in his dream.  In the dream he INSTRUCTED him how to govern with equity and who his ENEMIES were.  Now even though this is a story,  I am sure this actually happened and since dreams were PART of the Culture in antiquity,  the person actually believed this was happening in REAL TIME and this was his father or mother giving prudent instructions to them,  I myself have had dreams with certain instructions and I have followed them and BENEFITED from them,  but this is NOT about dreams necessarily but about this ABODE called Heaven,  because we don’t know if OUR DREAMS are actually just constructs from our OWN MIND that give us information from the subconscious part of the mind that becomes ACTIVE during sleep.  Its ALL BELIEF isn’t it?  So in part two we will go into when someone DOES COME to us in our sleep,  what IMAGE do we construct?  How the hell did you come up with THAT IMAGE?  The mind is very powerful and we have been CONDITIONED for 30, 40, 70 years to mentally construct a certain image of what Heaven is,  what Angels are “supposed” to look like and if we did see our loved ones,  this is what I am EXPECTING to see.  Part two soon.  ASE’  ASE’  ASE’

RA FOR LIFE/MAAT FOR BALANCE

Power to the goddamn People!